kalo aq taw kite akn end up mcm ni,, serius,, dr awl aq wont put any hope on u,,
aq x salah kn ko,, aq y pilih ko,, its ok if u dont choose me,,sometime,, i just wanna know why,, thats all,, @least tell me ok,, i just wanna know,, coz,, dh 6 thun we are close,, maybe i misunderstanding the sign,, thanks a lot for enlighten my sorrow day,, sometime,, u the one who make me smile n laugh,, only u can make me cry n laugh @the same time,, without me,, knowing the reason why only u,, i would like to hold u tight,, but i know u wont let me,, after six years,, only Allah know how it feels to let u go,, its hard,, seriusly hard,, more than i expect,, but i know this is the best path for me,, set by Allah,, i believe in qada' n qadar,, so i know i should redha,,
once u remove me from ur friends list,, i know u are seriusly wanna kick me out of ur life,,it just me that dont wanna understand the phrase that "I DONT WANT YOU"
"AND NEVER WILL"
now,, i will learn to forget bout u,, dont talk or remember of u,,
most of my time,, i spend by talking to you,, but now ??
i guess i'll find a way to survive,, actually,, thanks for giving me such a great memory n experience,, start from now on,, i wanna cont my life just like i did,, just without u,, i know i'll get use to it later,, it take time,,,
finger crossed,, i know i can,, tommorow is a new start of my life,, not tonight,, i need to breath,, hahhah,,
