. must watch movie!!

first cite ni!!
TOLONG LA TENGOK~!!
x tipu best, aku x ad la lyn sgt suare cher ngn chris ni
tp AFTER TGK,
i betcha wanna download the movie
COZ I DO!!
flow cite die best,
its like
u start from the bottom till u are the best~
AND AND AND!
hero die superb handsome n hot!!!
NAHAMBEK KO!
kalo ingt, die ni jadi james *rambut panjang* dlm twilight saga,
ala, yang jahat tuuhh, balak victoria

p/s:budak2 jgn tgk la cite ni
kang gatal2 balik, byk miang buluh oww

second!!

CITE NI!!!
belom tgk TAPIIIIIII
tgk la hero nye sape???!!

ASHTON KUTCHER WEYHH!!

GILAK PUNYE HENSEM!!
jom kawin due!

ni plak, belom tgk kn, tp mmg
NALURI KEWANITAAN
ckp,
cite ni worth to watch!

if u guys realise, both of them

SUAMI ORG!!
AND AND AND, CAM TUHHH, DH ADA ANAK!

.dearest life-time bestie,

haaaa prap prap prap:
this is post bout my bestie, really huge bestt for him
u know how much i love u as bestie, like we always said
we act like we now since alam roh kn?
i just wanna make it clear why, i over sensetip. thats all

NO OFFENSE ok~
u know me, i know u.

i love my bestie equally,
but one day, when he told me something,
i feel like,
what a shame for me
its like, no way i am a good teen, in his mother eyes
i know he still love n like me as his bestie even his mum said that

but then, i still feel, dude, can u just keep it to urself'
coz u know what, when i got home that day,
i feel like crying
u know why i told u what my sista n mum said ,
coz i wanna hurt u like u did to me

truly sorry dude, coz i don't take it easy,
i know give n take,
but i can't take it,

coz ur mum did act normal,
i prefer if she perli2 me, on my face
not my back, please, u know me since tadika dude,
u know me better than anyone,
u know why i cry,
u can guess why i laugh

but sumpah, that fact hurt coz it come from ur mouth
i really hope u just keep to urself
n i really hope i never heard that,
coz now, i don't think i cant make it to your house.

truly sorry dearest bestie,, i asked people
n they just like me
wishing if they had one bestie,
they wished, u don't tell that

i really wish my mum won't read this,

dear bestie, still like kiddo,
love n like u mucho.
no term n condition needed.
atin, no post bout u yet

.just want you to know:

haaaa prap prap prap

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yeah, u r a girl

haaaa prap prap prap:

hye there, i'm not a dumb ass anymore
to stand n watch u tore my heart
like u never care,

so i declared myself as a winner for getting free from u
n declared as loser for waiting a 'thing' like u.
hahahaa'

lantak haku la nk tulih ape pon, janji haku seronok,
nk bg taw, aku bole move on, bukan selalu jd mcm ni
ko taw hape, sape y knl aku je
taw bape tahun aku gegeh
see
now i can accept that i'm the one
GEGEH. or terhegeh-hegeh
or misunderstand those sign

u know what, it needs two to tango
n i dont have u, so i'm willing to admit

YES. AKU GEGEH, SO WHAT, it past.

AND AND AND, I'M WILLING TO ADMIT .
AND GET AWAY FROM YOUR WAY.

n i'm moving on.
even terpakse mengesot or merangkak,
yang penting bergerak
eh eh lwak plak dlm bm.

if u like him/her, you should,,

haaaa prap prap prap:
here some wisdom word from me yaa
btw, i'm back withca! bloggers!

if u like him, tell him/her earlier,
so....

IF , he/her likes u too,
then u guys get together earlier,
and love in the air came earlier too

IF, he/her dont like u,,
then u guys can try to get rid of that feeling earlier tooo
n not being hurt too much

maksod aku, cewah, ni versi dlm bm plak kn,
kalo korg ngaku korg syg *yeckk* suke kat someone tuh
awal2, maybe byk bnde y korg x kn terlepas,

lagi satu, kalo lambat sgt meluah kn feeling tuh
nnt, the one y korg syg or suke tuhh,
maybe, slh phm ke, ingt korg nk main2 ke, or maybe x serius n x syg die,
see, tell them earlier ok,
if they reject u guys, its ok,
take it easy.

suke or syg pada orang y salah,
bukan satu kesalahan
its pengalaman!

after habis sekolah.

guide urself better peeps
note to myself too.
coz we got no more big rules to be followed

haaaa prap prap prap:
ni ad something bout an issue act.
i have no offense bout it, coz we're no more school student
which are not restricted to any rules except u's or matrik's rules

u get me?

mcm ni la, senang ckp, after skola, KALAU

korana nk buat pape pon,
no one ada hak nak menghalang,
tp ada hak nak menegur,
but think back twice,

ni dah after skool kot,

semue dah ada own path,

mcm la korang nak dengar nasihat kawan
ALA-ALA NAQIBAH X RASMI KAN

but then, jgn get angry when they talked bout u,
wanna give u opinion

they just still care bout you, and love you.

to murnisyakila, i know u love her n angry bout it,
but remember, she got her life, n maybe,
she know what she think is good or not.

ten things i-wish-i-never-did

haaaa prap prap prap

haaaa prap prap prap:
ni una y tag, so aku buat je la.

1. i wish, i never had feeling for things that is soooo DUNIAWI!!

2. i wish i never ever lie or hate anyone n live my life happily

3. i wish, i never hurt my frens feeling coz i love them

4. i wish, i never made my parent worried

5. i wish i never felt for wrong man

6. i wish. i never ever been a bad muslimah n out of track before

7. i wish, i never bought thing which i do not need

8. i wish i never being sooo not-care-about what-i-eat

9. i wish, i never lepak-senang-hati-time exam

10. i wish i never ever regret what ever i did n happen, which i always do.

but what ever it is, look at the pic,
that what i meant

even i;m regreting bout something
i'll make it up to myself
everything will be fine
just

REDHA N BELIEVE IN REZEKI MASING-MASING

face the fact! *hadapi kenyataan*

haaaa prap prap prap:

truth is hurt,
i know, but if you'r not facing it,
the cut in your heart grow bigger.

paham x aku repek pe,
this is for someone, i knew
n i know*present n past*

kadang-kadang, lagi baik pikir negatif dr positif

sebab pe?

sebab tu je care ko nk lupe kn bende y bukan hak ko

u are losing something that ain't yours

paham x?
ko buang mase pikir those sign y die tunjuk kat ko,
pastu hati ko bunge2

otak kite senang hadam arahan actually

so bile ko kate kat otak ko
mamat ni bg sign mcm die suke aku
otak ko akan translate
eh eh, die MEMANG suke aku, belom nk tunjuk depan2 je

seee?
woman ain't complicated actually
my opinion
just kami cepat rase those sign ok!!

y those boys bg sign but actually means nothing tu pehal

as nazihahrastaman SAID

treat us as a friends, if u wanna be fren
treat us as a girl if u wanna be in a relationship

now days kn, i really prefer,
be fren with older mamat,
coz they are nicer as fren
and its comfort.
its like u can talked bout anything
and they are not annoying.

soorryy , no offense, their jokes are matured.

n stop being guilty to any guy y dump you!!
hellooo
make urself, worth to get a better man

stand up n out of that kind of jerk

think negative sometime, can make your life better,
so what, as long my life getting better.
i dont care what it takes!!

another thing is,
mamat2 sekalian!
you guys have mum kn
can't you see how fragile their heart??!!

its like,,are u dumb enough to not detecting
how the women's feeling
please la, sekasar-kasar manusia,
as long as name nye pompuan!!
FOR SURE CEPAT TERASE!!
for pompuan y kasar plak
kalo die melawan tuhh,
sebab die nk cover rase trase!
x kn nak nangis mcm gediks earthling plak kn
x MACHO AHH!

make your self a note mamat:
don't get angry when a girl fall for you,
asked your self
what have u done, until she was attracted to you!
its your fault!!

LAIN LA LEE MIN HO!!
DOK DIAM2 PON AKU DAH SUKE!
JANGAN SALAH KN DIE!
DIE X BERSALAH!!

*kool* dulu lain gile weyh!!

haaaa prap prap prap hehehe
seronok plak nk cite psl cool skrg n dolu-dolu
korang rase x budak-budak sekarang x kool
sorry budak-budak adik aku pon x kool,
baru darjah 4 dah ada facebook
and and and berangan nk fon.
whattheheck.

aku dulu
. darjah 5 kot. bru taw nk chat-chat
tu pon antare kawan sekelas dalam comp. lab
MSN pon aku x ada.
kuno but its cool
ko taw x rase excited nak msuk lab tuh??
taw x?
x kan sebab ko ad facebook chat n ym
. lagi satu,
dolu-dolu kalo dapat main galah panjang,
ke tegek guli ke, nyorok2 pon jadi la,
itu pon dah seronok,
ni budak sekarang layan PSP.
x pon, layan game kat fb, ape kes main jiran2? x real!
dulu, kalo ad gameboy, mmg dah tremendous gile la ko!

baju pon same!
aku dulu dapat baju sailormoon
ke bug bunny ke dah seronok!
ni hingus x kering sebok nk beli topman!!
blah la ko!
x best la
hidop la as kid,
seronok.
ni sebok nk p.k nk kumpul duit nk beli baju
aq dulu kumpul duit nk main kat kedai tikam je pon!

aku selalu gile nampak budak pegang fon!
kome nk tepon sape?
eh eh lupe plak, kawan-kawan kome pon ada fon kn
aku dulu kuno skit.
cop cop cop bukan kuno,
buat bende y betoi pada umo y betoi
lagi satu. kecik-kecik dah gatal!
amboihhhh! pandai ko tgk blue eh!!!
cakap2 pasal blue, mencarot usah cakap la.
dulu aku, nak cakap bab* pon takot-takot
plg dasyat aku cakap pon, binggung, tenggin x pon bodo la

x coolio la ko as budak-budak
buat semue ni awal-awal,
nant dah besar,
ko nak buat pe je,
sebab ko dah rase semue bende siap2.
x best ok!

life aku as kid. lagi best!

hand made things (-_*)

ni beg mmg wa jahit kasar, then anta kedai,kemas2 jahit
n balik, wa jahit button2 tuh!

ni gelang kosong, wa tampal zirafah,

ni cincin, blakang die lu jgn kutuk, mmg semak hbs,
jnji atas cun

lu nmpk tu cincin merah, wa paki beads n button,
janji x same ngn org lain,
jimat n cntik,
*bg aq cantik ok! n ada y ckp cantik!*

this is what happiness are made of (^-^)

haaaa prap prap prap::
if u asked me, how i find happiness in my life
i will only asked u backed to see people
in my life

they like a sunshine after rain
like a rainbow after thunder
like a candle when its dark
like a sugar to my coffee*even x minum kopi*
they like almost everything
today i dedicated this post to everyone who know me,
cause i see u guys saw me, when i was invisible,lost n down

mak
ayah
angah
adik
opah
tok
tok donik
jiran-jiran
patin
aiman
una
pora
cinad
quis
jali
timah
nana
mo
sya
peah
syikin
mimi
hutan
ila
teha
keso
bik
lubna
dilah
fitri
elly
zamani
capiq
paeh
zaid
khai ahmad
rapek
zatul
ain
ros
nakhiri
intan
dian
shamil
azmi
aizul
toon
nik
o.t
naqiu
dak kelas 4si
5 ih
liya
huda
fika
anis
aje
syikin
pia
kecik
nurin
prap2 hockey
semestians
uitm-ians
skts-ians
most beloved batch,
twenty-two <3
facebookers

i just want u guys to know
how hard life is, its enough to be strong to face it
as u guys with me

sorry if i do hurt u feeling,
thanks for those compliment
insultation
anything u guys said
remain n my heart n mind
love,, nnmr

sorry if ur name ain't there
u guys still meaningfull in everythings
as long we are fren.

thanks to you love,bff,special entry.

haaaa prap prap prap: heeeee
>.<
saya amat gembira!!
hambik ko bhase baku, tp sumpah seronok
to readers y penah bace psl wish list,,
mesti taw aq penah wish bnde pe,,

and and and, did u know, how best my bestie,,

HE GOT ME ONE OF THE THING!!!!

SAYANG KO LEBEYH LA KHAIRIL AZMAN!!!!!!

NNT KITE SHOOT BYK2 LG PIC KO!!!!!!


here is him~ love u babe, best best best fren ever,

btw, credit to me, shoot his pic, terer kn aku!!

kpda patin::
ko nak jugak??
bg la brg wish list
wahahahaha

having fun doing it. pin to ring.

haaaa prap prap prap
on a boring evening,
here is my things,
i found my pin which is already useless,
but the zirafah on it was soo cute,
n i got a gelang kosong u know. then i put it on, using,
saki baki gam blakang zirafah

so here it is



then liya, sponser her crown
joking, pin which got crown on it
but i'm out of gelang,
so i put it on my button ring,

still using the saki baki gam belakang crown
so today, unexpected, i got 3 rings n 1 gelang

i don't care if it look childish,
i'm having fun doing it,
n it cost nothing at all

u should know me better too

haaaa prap prap prap
IF u find out i removed u, u should know why,
IF u find out i blocked u, u should know why

its not coz i hate u, but i can't stop myself, look out for u.

i'm making its harder, thousand sorry.

give me chance to heal,

its 7 1/2 years things, and i can't stop it
in 7 1/2 minutes

sorry KAWAN. for making things bad.

i'll try my best to just be your KAWAN.

it need to be end

haaaa prap prap prap:
i'm hurting myself,
so this will be the end,
for now,
we ain't fren, coz i can't handle the pain
sorry.
thousand sorry.
as said future is unknown n unplan,
what happen next will be out of my control
million sorry if i pretend to not knowing u
after this.
i'm not willing to hurt myself
n u still be happy n life full of joy.

i'm quitting.

adore them ok! they got beauty with brain!

haaaa prap prap prap!
romate aq y pemalu2 ayu *yeck* hahaha
penah tulis pasal ni,,
sape x nak kn,
beauty with brains,
you are cantik, n superb pandai,
genius lain cte,

i've seen few people in my eye
which got beauty with brains,
ok fine!
full boarding skool promised u, if u went there
u will see~! hahahaha

i got classmate who got beauty with brains,
fazwa aka BIK,
maybe la die cm chubby2 part pipi, but die sangat cantik ok!
pora n i panggil die, jue aziz versi skola kteorg
and guess what, straight a's ok, n paling penting,
DAH X AD KAT MALAYSIA OK! yes!
part plg terer bg aq, masuk UTP before result spm kluar!

second is ANIS, roomate from form 1-3
ni bapak perghh punye cantik,
and sangat terer math~!
*aq rase aq a math time pmr sebab die selalu ajar kot*
aq knl die x lame mane pon,
n aq penah sakit kn ati die time result spm kuar
MILLION SORRY,
n now, we still fren eheh
ni pon dah x ad kat malaysia,
10 a's spm and full mark for beauty.

ok y x tersenarai, bukan aq ckp korg x cntik,
but i put the most owwwssommm beauty with brains
no tacing2 ok, semue cantik act

ni plak, y aq x pernah jumpe,
but adore them from far

first MARIA ELENA!
damnn sporting, hot, n pandai gilerrrrr!
ok, nak chillax kejap, terexcited,
ko penah tgk video die kat u-tube?!
what? x penah!
g google skarang!
ex student utp, n dah keje, engneer rase nye,
nak taw lebeyh, tnye kat page die!
anda pasti DILAYAN!


second is FATIN LIYANA!
doc-to-be
dasyat weyh, dah la lawo, pastu doc-coming soon
plak tuhhhh!


ohh, btw, klik name mereka kalo nk tgk beauty n
info bout thier edu background!


ok ok ok, here ad satu fact,
x semue y x cantik, x pandai,
ad je y score even x cantik,
cantik is universal,
but for me, y kat atas ni, aq adore
coz, they almost perfect,
perfection x ad dlm dunia ni,
so i said almost

kalo ko pandai n cun, kire extra credit to you la kn
kalo ko x cun, tp pandai pon,!
HEY THAT WAS COUNT AS EXTRA CREDIT!

its better than, ugly with no brain at all!

n remember,
not everything that we want, will be good for u,
n something that you thing is bad, maybe good for you,

so chill, be gratefull n adore things that should be adore.

btw, short note, mengikut for me,
adore bukan memuja,
but mengagumi

being single is fine ok!

haaaa prap prap prap::
before pape, sorry ahh asyik ckp psal love-marriage-etc

u dont have to give a damn to anyone who make a
FACE WITH WORD *WHAT?-U-ARE-SINGLE!*

chillax la babe, x mati pon single,
x mati pon, jadi dude,
x mati pon jadi jande,
x mati pon jd andartu or bujang telajak!

someone asked,,
ko nak bopren x? aq ad calon tok ko?!

DAMMNNNN!
muke aq ni??
MUKE-MINTAK-JANTAN KE?? *ko je cmtu*
huh??
hahaha
depan2 aq jwb la nicely
aq x ad la jwb cmtu, itu just jawapan dlm hati, eheh
x pe la weyh, best je hidop solo molo apollo
hahaha
part apoloo adalah tipu.

so what single, dr ko kapel,
ko kapel ngn org y bkan jodoh ko?
sorry, mcm agrsive
tp bagus la ko, try mencari jodoh

camni la,
aq dah rase ok, sakit nk lepas kn rase syg*yeckkkk* or suke kat someone,
so pape pon, dgr la lagu jar of heart!

single is a safe zone la actually,
u won't be hurt, but u won't have a lover ok!
but then, u still happy with frens kn, but not a joy from lover,
xad-gayut-gayut-mesej-mesej-sangat la
jimat pe kredit ko,
pastu ko duniawi sikit,
standard ahh, single-women,, BERANGAN NK *KAWIN OK* NGN,,
ARTIS-KOREA-YANG-KIUT-MIUT-EVEN-*SOFT*
hahahaha,
so here i wanna tell u, kalo ko, mmg dr incubator baby tuhh
dah biase ngn boys, don't dare to be single, if u are not ready
ITS HURT!

for u guys y single, kalo nk rase kapel tu cmne, sila kn,
but make sure, u are ready,
its THRILLL!
hahaha

it is alone being single, but i never felt lonely,

and and and, its also show that you are strong enough to
survive n holding on to yourself only! BAPAK GEMPAK KO ALONE JE ESCAPE!
hahaha, tibe2.

who do you think u are

haaaa prap prap prap

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And learn to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

asal ko nak kawin? terpakse or redha?

haaaa prap prap prap: tajuk panjang n mengade je kn?
eheh, biar ahh
before that
ini ad berkaitan ngn y hidop,
so sape y bace, jgn la terase~
in opinion je
.btw,post ini adalah mcm matang.

*gelak hantu kejap*

ad y dah kawin at 19 or younger
ad y belom kawin even dah 40++
now i want to tell u,

every stage when u get older mcm satu class of life taw,

contoh:
budak2: alaa, biar la budak tu,
kecik lg, jgn di marah

teens: enjoy la life, stdy hard, masuk u,
x ad masalah sgt

what about ANDARTU??
look, she just a woman with life just un-marry

so what,
die x kacau ko, knape kne label kn die,
lg la jatuh saham die bile kene label cmtu
same mcm anak dare y mls,
pe kate suh or pakse die wat keje smpai rajin
dr ko kutuk die pemalas

second, remember, what u give, u get back,
ko ckp org bodo,
lame2 ko y bodo,
ko ckp org hopaw,
on day u will be, hodoh melampau-lampau

ok back to topic, when u should get married,

kalo ko teens, ko akn ckp, bile ad kete umah, n aset
fine,
aq pon p.k cm tu dulu
yela kn, kang kene cerai ke hape ke,
ad jugak tempat berteduh

btw, at my age, my granny ALREADY ASKED! dah ad ke calon?!
hell, aq bru 19 kot, tu pon belom bulan 10 lg,
see, mentallity, folks, senang ckp, villagers.
huh? x phm lg?? ORG KAMPUNG! ok phm dah

lecturer aq penah ckp, pe kate awak stdy, grad,keje then, cr someone but then ad y ckp, hellooo~ org cr jodoh time degree,
so what, aq baru diploma, hahahaha

aq ad kwn y x nak kawin, n x p.k pasal kawin,

aku gak ada kwn y mmg dah kawin

kawan y hampir kawin

kawan y asyik pikir nk kawin

kawan y pikir nk ad calon, but belom pikir psal kawin see,

lain org, lain jenis, pada aq,

YOU WILL KNOW WHEN YOU ARE READY~!

x kesah la ko nk kawin bile, but jgn kawin sebab kne hine x kawin2
or sebab kene pakse,
or sebab surrounding
what ever la, janji dtg dr sndri

kawin ni lain, n heavy duty, mcm batery enegizer

*slah ejaan*

ko pilih la, yang paham ko,

y ko sanggop tgk 24/7 sampai liang lahad

y ko sanggop tahan dengan perangai

y ko sanggop lapor kalo makanan x cukop
ok. ni tipu.

y penting, nak kawin biar ikhlas n berkat mak bapak ko!
as long u have life,live ur life well.



bile ko nak kawin je nanti, ko akan nak dengar
LAGU NIHHH JE!
*sila klik*

to you::

i'll be fine~