thanks Allah for giving u,,

sayang ko eqin,, td sumpah x tenang,, bile dgr suare ko,, sumpah air mate aq meleleh,, sedeyh dowh,, bile sedar dh jauh aq lost,,, nasib ko ad,, aq pon dh x taw nk watpe sbnrnye td,, thanks coz slalu ad untok aq,, <3

how far i've lost

this is my blog, so i guess i can write anything kn?
even bhase rojak pon,,
firstly,, aq rase mcm dh jauh dr Allah,, but i dont know,, who should i tell, i dont blame anyone for what ever sin that i made, i know ,, for sure,, i'm out from his mercy n berkat,, it is my fault,, even i miss my prayer,, i dont have the guilty feeling,, i dont know why it is happen,, i really want to be close to HIM,, but i don't know why ,, i'm so lazy to be a good muslimah,, when i think about it, i realised,, even i'm wearing tudung,, it doesnt mean that i am a good muslimah,, i never looked free hair people with sucn an evil look,, coz i know,, who she is actually,, n i know,, i am not a good girl,,
i know i can change,, but,,, who gonna guide me,, there is no one to guide me,, i need someone to guide me,, i need one,,