Anda Semakin Matang Bila... | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

Anda Semakin Matang Bila... | iluvislam.com + discover the beauty of islam

final exam

"Aim high in ur life, if u fall, u'll fall amongst the STARS"

miss u guys,, toooooo much to be said

ha
aq gelak sorg2,, tringat mcm2 benda,, dr bgun tido sampai nk lelap blik,, life is filled with u guys,,
coz cinad send a p.m to me,, i start with her,,
dulu aq takot ngn CINAD,, kerek2 ,, kurus kerempeng,, tp garang hell, then aq n die rapat coz kteorg teamate softball,, hooyeaaaahh,, tiap2 petang aq jumpe die,, main same,, kdg2 g d.m ambik buah,, kutuk squid,, makan ngn mama rozy, haha,, cinad,, rindu hell kat ko,, tomyam en.adnan,,hahaha,,
PORA,, aq benci gile ngn minah ni dulu,, but now,, serius,, aq syg gile la kat ko,, penumpang kete aq,, hahaha,, ko slalu ckp,, aq selalu wat ko mencarot,, sooryy pora,, but thanks coz still standing by me,, perot y tahan lasak,, bkn senang nk jumpe,, kalo kite escape skali mesti kantoi,,hahaha,, best jugak,, outing,, ambik ko kat uitm,, hahaha(perasan dh matang)everything bout ur love make me love,, dr jename sukan sampai mamak,, hahaha, aq tabik la kat ko,, pandai ngayat,, hahah
EQIN,, kan org ckp,, hidayah bole jd dlm bentok kwn, bg aq,,u'r the HIDAYAH,,haha, serius,, kalo ko x ad,, makin jauh la aq,, baju oren seluar ungu,, sumpah the lawak-est dressed ever,,
JALI,, hahaha,, sebot name pon dh lawak,, haha,, betape akrobatik nye ko,, hahaha,,
manje2,, lentok2,, hahaha
NANA,, hahaha,, aq taip name ko pon dh lawak,, haha,, ni la awek katon,, hahaha
kelape-gonna-be
MIRA,, hahaha,, betape kuno nye ko,, u'r still my baby,,
MIMI,, hutan belantare y gersang,,hahaha nak tgk sebakul
MO,, i miss every single of ur words,, mkanan ko,, semue la
QUIS,, hahaha,,miss manjung,, ko ingt x kite tipu naqib konon ko lai dr hotel? hahaha lawak sial,,
HUDA,, ko dh lawa dh,, hitam manis,, haha,, cikgu salman tegor ko lap peluh kat mulot,, hahaha
TIMAH,, ko burned coklat time hoki,, mmg lawak,, pdhal x main mane pon, tp aq lg la,, x main lansung,, hahaha
LUBNA,, dulu kn sy ngn awk x rapat,, but then,, we'r close,, n i do miss n love u
MARNI,, hahah renek,, serius miss nk jd doktor ko,, haha
jage marni y sakit
TEHA,, even x dapat jd kakak ipar ko,, aq x kesah,, slagi nnt aq g umah ko,, nmpk log-p,, hahaha,, aq x jumpe lg sape2 leh ganti ko,,
DORM,, hahaha,, mkn comot2, hahaa
ELLY,, lame x main bhase nade2(ngade2)
MURNISYAKILA,, pelat,, wahahha,,
HUTAN,, lawak kn name ko,,
EDAN N TOON<, due2 ank derhake,,
AZMI Y KECIK,,
SHAMIL Y MALAP,
OT Y SGT LA TUE,, AIZUL ,NAQIU HAZIQ
FITRI KESO, SYA, HAHAHA
RAMAI NYE AQ RINDU


conclusion,, kat SEMESTI<<<
aq taw betape main penggal kasot bole jd seronok gile..
aq taw betape sedapnye jd piranha makan keropok ikan ngn sos
aq taw betape aq SAYANG N RINDU KORANG BILE DAH HABIS SKOLAH,,
aq taw betape best nye escape ramai2,,
aq taw betape lawaknye abidah kejar dengan telekung,,, hahahah
aq rase hebat makan keropok lekor n goreng pisang ngn pora coz sepatot nye bnde tu dh basi,
BEBUKE POSE RAMAI2,, G BAZAR
G D.M
G SURAU
G FLAT GURU wat aerobik,,
DESIGN BAJU JAMUAN DORM,,
hahaha
nk meleleh plak airmate tulis post ni,,
hahaha
x semue y aq syg n rindu skrg aq knl dr form1,, but believes me,, every single thing about u guys,, enlighten my day,,(hhaha,, mcm ayat sir wan,, reading enlighthen world)
muchoo love,,

sugar through bitterness

it is about him,, cause i know i cant tell anyone except fatin n fakhri

hye dearest blog,, such a great thing come out when i be honest to F.H.O
i know anything might occur,, but i'm ready,, then when i told him,, the answer is,,,,


hahahaha,, like i said,, he is different from other guys out there,,the answer is unpredictable for me,, he said,, if we be a TEMAN,, after we are not a TEMAN,, it is hard to act like nothing happen,, i know u since school,, i don't wanna loss a freinds b'coz of a relationship,, let it be,, n i said,, what if ur JODOH is ur schoolmate,, then he said,, it is HIM who decide,, so we should follow, ahhaha
thanks Allah for giving such a great friend like him,, no one can be him, coz he is the only F.H.O.. hehehhe,, now,, 6 years end,, n i know,, it end up coz i got u even as friends, its worth~
this is dedicated to FATIN n FAKHRI,,,

for being there for me,,
for those amazing advices
for every support
for accepting who i am
for ur outstanding humor,, hahaha
to FAKHRI,, ko taw kn knape ko lain dr lain,, i told u, hahhaa,, ni bkn kutok,,
ko kedekot,, tp besebab
ko x tgk mate bile ckp,, bkn sebab ko nyampah, tp ko malu,
ko ckp x nk or mls,, but then ko still be there,,
ko ckp xpe bile aq buat salah,,
ko ckp mamposla,, tp actually it is biar la,,
its not rude,, its u,,this quality, i dont find in other guy,,
lawak ko lwak gile,,
ko lwak hell bile blakon jd pondan,, talking to u,, can make me be a better person
ko p.k jauh,, but its not complicated for me to understand u
ko bwak kete cermat,, tp x ngaku bile org puji,
telinge ko merah bile org puji
ko bole mkn mcm2, tp bkn tempoyak,,hello?? dude, ko org perak ok??!
ko bole mkn x ad lauk,
ko pegy somewhere pon, mesti aq tujuan,, aq plak suke random,, haha
like i told u lastnite,,
i will always like u n love u,, but now,, those become, a love for friend~ <3

to FATIN
ko taw kn,, ko mesti gelak for every single lawak
ko dgr every story even aq rase ko x ad mood,,
ko bwak aq jln2
aq x berkire ngn ko, coz u never been berkire even once,,
wish my birthday with too many birthday song,, hahaha <3
coz u know how much i love my birthday,,
u be there to catch me if i fall for every single step that i take,,
teach me how to make cupcake,, hahaha,,
even we have been love with the same boy, serius,, aq x kesah jd madu ko,, wahahah
how close we have been,, it is how much i love u,,

thanks Allah for giving u,,

sayang ko eqin,, td sumpah x tenang,, bile dgr suare ko,, sumpah air mate aq meleleh,, sedeyh dowh,, bile sedar dh jauh aq lost,,, nasib ko ad,, aq pon dh x taw nk watpe sbnrnye td,, thanks coz slalu ad untok aq,, <3

how far i've lost

this is my blog, so i guess i can write anything kn?
even bhase rojak pon,,
firstly,, aq rase mcm dh jauh dr Allah,, but i dont know,, who should i tell, i dont blame anyone for what ever sin that i made, i know ,, for sure,, i'm out from his mercy n berkat,, it is my fault,, even i miss my prayer,, i dont have the guilty feeling,, i dont know why it is happen,, i really want to be close to HIM,, but i don't know why ,, i'm so lazy to be a good muslimah,, when i think about it, i realised,, even i'm wearing tudung,, it doesnt mean that i am a good muslimah,, i never looked free hair people with sucn an evil look,, coz i know,, who she is actually,, n i know,, i am not a good girl,,
i know i can change,, but,,, who gonna guide me,, there is no one to guide me,, i need someone to guide me,, i need one,,

study n love

i'm not a kindda girl that can balance between study n love,,even i dont have lover,, i still cant manage my stdy life,, i cant imagine what happen when i have lover,, i do love making new friends,, but not lover, full stop,.i got love to be given,, but not now,, they who have lover n focus on stdy at the same time,, were such a warrior in my eyes,, seriously,,its not easy to handle stdy when u'r in love,, i never try to stop anyone from being in love,, because its their right,, when they decide,, they should know the pro n cons ,, n the consequences,, i'm happy being me,, i mean alone,, i dont have to think bout so many thing,, i do cry because of men,,or being rejected,, but it doesnt matter,, coz i'm alive,, hehehe,, to HIM, i got an entry for u,, wait,,~ *i'm in love with him for the past 6 years* but we never been together as lover,, but he treat me different that make me think he love me,, but actually he's not,, he just dont know how to differentiate between a girlfriend n a special girlfriends,,

tiresome~

weyh,, aq dah mmg give up kot ngan ko,, tp serius aq still susah nk let go ko,, tolong la ckp kat aq STOP~!!
aq nk ko y ckp mcm tu,, it is tiresome waiting for u,,
ask me to STOP!!
cause i dont have strength to ask my self to stop!

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tiresome!!

weyh,, aq ngn ko kwn kn,, tp asl ko treat aq baek sgt,, lg la susah aq nk let go ko,, kdg2 terlampau baik,,
aq taw ,, aq x deserve ko,, so ko pon kne la wat gaye aq x deserve ko,, aq x ambik ati la,, ni ko y baik sgt,, kwn2 ko pon nk ko ngn org lain,, aq x ad la jeles,, tp ko sendri kne ckp depan2 ngn aq y ko mmg bff je ngn aq,, ni ckp ape pon x,, aq x nk la misread sign,, bosan la life mcm tuh,, tp please la,, i rather been hurt than wondering
am i a burden
ko sian ngn aq ke?
x yah la sian,, aq ok je,, judt tell me the truth keyh,, aq taw ko x bace pon post ni,, tp @ least dpt gak aq luah kn ape aq rase,,


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wondering~~