i dont know what to do, when i miss u!

its been 3 month i step out from your life
truly said, i miss you too much
and if you are reading this
yes i miss you
but
yes i can't do anything
i understood every single word from you
i decide to walk away
and i won't turn back
and i kept it to myself
no worry
i wont bother you

I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
WHEN I MISS YOU
thats all

living my life
breathing with air
even without you

this pics are all about what i feel right now, thats all

p/s: u know who u are
F.M & K.A, thanks for always be with me * less than three*
<3

stages in a relationship. from the start till the end.

stranger....AGAIN.



haaaa prap prap prap:

this video is about stages in a relationship

not everyone has been in this situation
we were stranger
we didn't know each other
we met
we got to know each other
we fell for each other
we were comfort to be together
we fought
we lost our faith
we broke up
you found someone else
and its the end

when we met we were stranger
yet when our relationship comes to its end
we are
STRANGER. AGAIN.

how to use LOVE in a better way

ni actually nak buat macam movie review
tapi serius movie thai ni best
full of frenship *mcm mane kwn ko always be there*
love *how love can change u, and u use it in a good way*
and family* sebab family, u're willing to force yourself for anything to be possible*
macam ni,

Nam ni, bapak die dekat oversea, so die stay kat thailand dengan mak & adik die
lepas tu, Nam ni, minat kat P'Shone,
p'Shone ni kire mamat paling hot and pandai la kat dalam sekolah tu
Nam ni buruk and bodoh
TAPI
sebab LOVE
die berubah jadi lebih baik
bukan berubah jadi jahat
die study, die pakai braces, macam2 la
tapi conflict die, best fren P'Shone ni minat Nam ni
so,, P'Shone ni, malas la nak kacau,
klimak die,
P'shone jadi football player and kene pergi bangkok
Nam ni plak, bapak die janji, kalo die dapat nombor 1
bapak die nak bagi tiket pergi U.S.
so bile dpt pergi US die pon berpisah la dengan P'Shone ni
before dieorg berpisah, P'shone ni bagi satu buku kat Nam
ending die

SUMPAH BEST.
TGK LA SENDIRI!!

NI LINK NAK DOWNLOAD MOVIE TUHHHH

>>>>A LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE <<<

haaaa prap prap prap

dari superb ugly, terus jadi cantik!! :)
ugly betty x ugly sampai mati

HERO DIE HENSEM!!
AKU DAH LYN P'SHONE NI DARI BAEK SUNG JO!!

.:hafiz zainal's smile contest:.

click on this contest's header to go to his page

i'm the pink one!!
who cares ada muke ke tak kan?
*nak tgk muke, kat header tu ada, x pon kat facebook, name pon mukebuku*
seriously, thousand like for smile
and i wore smile on my face everyday.
for me, smile can hide everything.
i happy i smile,
i sad, i smile TOOO

:) :) :) :)

that duck-face-smile
is my fren, please do pray for her mum,
safuraa's mum is hospitalized.
she is one of my BFF.



so here is the contest rules!!!

syarat2 nye simple je : ~

> buat satu entry yang bertajuk ~
"hafizzainal's contest - senyuman mahal "


> Letak banner contest ni dalam entry anda dan link kan terus ke entry contest ini.
kalau nak letak kat side bar korang pun, sangat di alu2 kan..


> plg penting, letakkan la pic anda senyum. x kesah laa pic sorang2 ke pic ngan membe ke. cuma, kalau pic ngan membe tu, bgtaw laa yang mne satu anda .. kriteria yang di cari bukan lah rupa yang cantik or yg hensem semata.. tpy dinilai dari sume sudut ...
tips : just bgy gambar yang mempunyai senyuman yang x ternilai, cheewaahh. haha..


> pastu cite sket ttg pic tu. simple2 je. contohnye nape senyum mse tu, or bgtaw knape senyuman anda unik dan mahal or ape2 laa ye.
bebas je :)
or, korang just tulis caption je kat bwh pic tu pun boleh. x payah panjang2 sangat pun xpe ...


> then, kene la follow my blog sbagai yuran contest. haha.. xde laaa, follow untuk sentiasa update dengan perkembangan contest ini laa.


> Jangan lupa letakkan link entry anda di ruangan comment :) so, senang la sy nak menilai blogger2 yang join ..


> Akhir sekali, tag 3 orang rakan blogger anda and make sure mereka tahu yer. bru la meriah ... :)


Expired date : 31 / 5 / 2011 sbelom pkol 12 malam


Haaaaaa,, simple je...
jom laa join ramai2 ...
hadiah lumayan n misteri bakal menanti termasuk 1 entry mengenai blog pemenang kat blog saye .... :D


so here, i want to tag:.

@liyaliyoo
@hfztn
@haizul haiqal

Sekarang, sape je yang tak kenal SILA SAHIN??

sape yang tak kenal SILA SAHIN sekarang?
aku pon kenal sebab terbukak metro semalam
minah ni
pompuan ISLAM
PERTAMA yang BOGEL UNTUK PLAYBOY
memang gempak ahh
miss world yang islam tu punye cite pon tak segempak ni
bukan ni je masalah minah ni
tapi statement die

Sila berkata, dia berbogel untuk majalah Playboy bagi menyeru wanita-wanita Islam yang selama ini hidup terkongkong dan tidak dibenarkan membuat pilihan, termasuk dalam menentukan calon suami serta keperawanan mereka, supaya bangkit untuk bersuara dan bertindak.

bagi aku la
memang whattheheck ko nak cakap macam ni?
ko nak seru ape ni?
aku memang tuduh die main cakap je
ko sedar tak, ko nak ajak orang buat jahat?
macam pelik je ko ni
dulu aku ingt semue orang arab baik, pakai purdah
pastu since ada chanel arab kat astro
baru aku tau, tak semue orang arab pakai purdah or jubah *ni mase kecik dolu-dolu*
sekarang ni, bagi aku la, die macam tak pikir maruah orang lain
famili die, islam sendiri
pastu sedap hati mintak mak die, terime die balik
HELL, ko ingat mak ko tak malu ke weyh?!
sian dowhh mak ko.

p/s:
serius rase macam die ni dah out of line. tapi aku ni bukan sape pon nak tentu kan.
just a thought.

baik je haaaa muke ni
yang nak bogel tu buat ape?!!
kot ye pon nak bebas
bukan macam ni

bukan memang ko dah bebas ke,
maybe ko nak bebas dari baju plak kan.

jangan menyesal, benda dah lepas. leave the past behind

haaaa prap prap prap:
sape sape pon pernah nyesal pasal something kan?
mesti ada something yang korang nak ubah kan
kalo aku taw, makan bole gemok, AKU TAK NAK MAKAN.
ok sumpah mengade. memang patot aku gemok
ini macam,
alaaa, rugi tak study betol-betol,
kalo tak mesti dah score. so what. dah lepas kan.
give yourself a chance la,
ubah balik and belajar betol-betol
pastu lagi satu
ko tak belajar, tapi online,
pastu nyesal bile tak sempat nak cover semue chapter
helloooooo??
life is a about choices,
make a choice, and live your life with it.
for me, everyone ada chance and choices
buat la pilihan, tapi, JANGAN MENYESAL.
maybe ada certain things aku nak ubah,
but aku try harder untuk tak rase menyesal.
kalo nak ikot rase menyesal,,,
banyak benda aku nyesal
fall in love for someone,
aku nyesal kenal certain people
aku nyesal tak study
but heyyy
look how my life is rite now,
people out there, got bigger problems than me
so chill and be grateful

FOLLOW THE FLOW, AND U WILL LOVE IT, WHEN U REACH THE DESTINY.
ON THE ROAD, U MAY HAVE CHOICES,
MAKE ONE CHOICE, STICK WITH IT,
ONE IS WORTH
SECOND THOUGHT IS ROUGH CHOICE
HOW TOUGH YOUR LIFE IS
BE GRATEFUL, U GOT A LIFE
-NNMR-

jom join give away aimi~~!

haaaa prap prap prap
jom join give away aimi!!
cume nak cube nasib, mane tau kali ni masib baik,
hadiah die pon best. so why not, i try out.

syarat-syarat nak join GA nie :

~ letak entry tajuk : Jom Join Give Away Aimi !

~ letak banner di atas dlm entry korg.

~ letak dekat side bar jugak..kalo takde , kira terbatal dgn sendri okay ?

~ follow blog saya sebab senang korg nak tgk update , tp taknak follow , tak kisah ^^

~ tag 2 rakan yg ade blog ^^

~last one : letak link url entry korg dekat komen saya okay, jangan letak dekat SB.

~ tarikh tutup 30 APRIL 2011

JOM JOIN GIVE AWAY AIMI

so nak tag::..
liyaa liyoo
atooonnn

sape yang tak score spm bole bace.

special entry to non-spm scorer, sape y x score spm, bole bace
aku tak score SPM, so no worry, aku hidop je
spm tu macam satu jalan ko nak berjaye,
senang cakap la,
ko bajet nak jadi doktor ke engineer ke kan, NAK SANGAT-SANGAT, konon nye la ye..
so ko ada 3 situation

*kire macam cita-cita ko tuhh tingkat paling atas dalam satu bangunan!*

.::kalo ko top, ko nak lift, laju je sampai kat cite2 ko,
.::kalo ko moderate, ko macam naik esclator kat shopping complex,
sampai jugak kat cita-cita ko, tp lewat sikit
.::kalo result ko low, ko mcm naik tangge tau? sampai lambat sangat, tp sampai jugak!

1. ko score SPM, straight a's
mmg ko pon bole pening macam org yang tak score spm,
SEBAB, banyak sangat pilihan kn

2. result SPM ko moderate.
ko macam konfius2 kn, nak mintak scolarship,
result atas pagar. macam2 la ko nak konfius

3. RESULT MACAM AKU!!!yeee-haaaa
ok, aku 5 a tp 4C!!! "C"!!!!!
but situasi kite lain eh, sebab aku memang nak 5 a,
sebab nak masuk uitm, ambik business stdy,
UITM NAK CREDIT JE WEYHH,
AKU PLAK MEMANG AIM, SUBJECT TERAS JE "A"!!


so sebab yang tanye aku nak buat ape
result die moderate,
so aku akan cite pasal yang result moderate
and low MACAM AKU.

1. bagi aku la kan, ko kene ada aim la dalam hidop ni

2. cita-cita tu penting, kalo ko tak nak bagi taw orang cita-cita ko pon tak pe
ko goreng je cakap nak jadi konduktor bas.

3. after ko ada cita-cita, baru ko akan plan kan?
contoh la, ko nak jadi doktor SANGAT-SANGAT KAN?!!
TAPI, result ko low and moderate, ko tak bole la berharap nak terus dpt
offer ambik medic kat mesir ke hape ke
ko kene ikot jalan jauh!!!

4. dari situ ko akan taw, ape patot ko buat,
contoh nye ye,, ambik la matrik dulu, tebus balik SPM ko, dpt 3.8++
ko sambung degree medic
kalo x pon, ko ambik diploma sains, degree ko tukar la sambung medic
maksod aku, medic tu luas, so ambik ape ko nak!

POINT AKU, KO KENE ADA CITA-CITA!!!!!!
dari situ, semue akan mule and bergerak.

by the way
bg budak yang nak masuk matrik,
aku nak cakap ni je,
aku tak dapat 1st intake matrik,
even aku tak nak matrik,*sebab aku jenis malas belajar, matrik laju and kene fokus,*orang hebat2 je bagi aku masuk matrik*
aku nangis, sedang kan, aku nak masuk uitm, hahaha
macam ngeng je nangis , but then
aku happy je, aku takde la top scorer, tapi at least aku score
dari aku masuk tempat yang salah, sebab dengar cakap orang and ikot kawan,
aku failed, oh yaa, aku memang sorang2 kat sini,

i start with zero, so what,

after SPM. this is the real challenged!
ko nak jadi ape, jadi la,

JANGAN IKOT CAKAP ORANG LAIN!
INI CITA-CITA KO! GO ON WITH IT!

and to those who made a wrong turn,
salah buat pilihan,
ambik u-turn,
and start again
its your life!! salah and betol tu normal.
biar lambat sampai, asal kan sampai.
dari sesat sampai mati.
have fun with it, no one will be blame
and complimented on ur success or failure :)
put ur head up,
jangan sesekali putus asa dengan hidop.
SEKALI PON JANGAN.

Ferrero Random GiveAway-yuyu zulaikha

Ferrero Random GiveAway

haaaa prap prap prap:::..
hye yuyu, i know its a bit late for joining this contest
but yet i still want to join you..

dah lame x blogwalking, but then harini bru trase nak blog walking
& i saw your contest
tringin nak join, so i join, x kesah la menang ke x kan.
itu rezeki masing2,
so i do redha if i lost :)
serius interesting sebab, truly said, x pernah pon
tgk ferrero punye collection ni :)
mkn pon just y gold je la,
gud luck to all contestant,
may the best win :)
have a bless and blastful day yuyu :)

jangan bace kalo couple, just for single.

haaaa prap prap prap:
guess what, i'm at ease
even aku single pon, truly said,
i'm fine with it,
tak rase nak miang-miang or find one to be with
i know its hard nak lupe kan someone
and get thru new life,
tibe2 handfon senyap,
tak ada orang nak call malam2
wish gudnite and what-so-ever
but realise,
we become stronger
and if he treat you badly
PLEASE don't be blind with love
i know you sayang him very much
but did you realise you are hurting youself?
i hate to hurt myself
even for getting a injection
another things is,
if he dont want you anymore
please step out of the game
its not love anymore, its fake
and yeaahh being single
mean u got fully free time for yourself
and you deserved someone better
believe me
sometimes
things is worth when you wait for it
saved the best for last
by the way
if u guys noticed,
my followers remain at 164 until now since last 2 weeks
but who cares
i'm still writting if no one is reading
hehehe
i love my life rite now
and i wanna live my life to the fullest
and insyaAllah with HIS bless.
life is too short to have regret

life rite now. catching breath.

assalamualaikum peeps
just wanna share something,
i feel like wanna live my life without regret
but we are human
human nature to make mistake,
so surely i will feel guilty n regrets
but i'm trying my best
to be the best of me as i can
this week
few things came out,
and make me realise
its my life
and i need to decide a way,
how to have no regret in the future
coz life is too short to have regrets
sooo
i'm not gonna stand there n watch
i'm gonna take that step,
even then i fall,
cause when u fell, u will know,
which high are you.
even its hurt, i'm getting stronger,
oh yaaa, i'm activating my facebook
but will be rarely online.
contact me thru fon, twitter or ym.
i'm gonna give my best shot this time!
so i wont regret bout it later.

random things bout me

haaaa prap prap prap
its like tumblr cum blog, but who cares
if i cares bout others too much,
i hurt myself

&

please take a note,
sometime,i hurt people feeling just because
i want them to know, who hurt it is, when they hurt me

&

i am selfish n egomaniac, because i'm tired being hurt

btw

nak marah dlm BM plak

ko x payah nak komplen banyak sgt la
ko macam perfect sgt
n jgn la nak megah sangat dowh
at the end, people knew, u got nothing except
useless brain with unknown kind way of thinking
and u dont have to act like u know evrything, cause it is annoying
plus, it is not bout u, its about others. dont talk too much when
u got no idea, coz u look stupid and annoying,

soory for being a devil, but remember, u started all this,
so.................................................

FACE ME UP!!!

catching up on life

never ever give up on life, catch up with it!!

haaaa prap prap prap
almost a week aku x hupdate blog kn
eceyhh, mcm ada je org y tunggu aku update,
so mmg trafic pon slow la, sehari ada la dlm 30++ je, hahahaha
kire still ada org nak tgk la kn

so here aku nak cite knape life mcm hell this week

as u know, aku join brassband kn
so aritu, vice.c uitm, dato' sahol dtg la uitm merbok merlbourne ni kn
so brassband main tok marching n check pebarisan
aku bgun x ada jerawat, time nak tido tbe2 ADA!
BUKAN SATU, TP DUE TERUS,
mcm menambah koleksi plak kn

bayang kn la, betape peluh n penat nye aku!!
mmg perghh la, lenguh tgn, smpai aku
X MAKAN DOWHHH!!
ULANG! AKU X MAKAN!
sebab tgn aku sakit

plg best time soal jwb ngn dato' sahol la kn
soalan mule2 skali, psl pro mahasiswa
aku mls la nak terang kn mcm mane, tp care V.C jwb,
mmg smart ahhh, respect giler!

esk ada test, n guess what,
aku fail time management!!
x reti dowh nak balance kn
study dengan band
nasib baik aku x ada laki n anak,
kalo x, mmg meleleh la hingus anak aku smpai kering
baju x bsuh, study pon x lagi
aishhh, mmg payah la nak set time elok,

ala, kalo aku set pon, mcm la aku folow,

tu je kot, byk lg nak cite, tp nnt la,

p/s: everything start ada beat sendri, mcm beat drum terngiang-ngiang!!