picture is louder than words *nahambek ko*!

this is a post bout my life right now,
a bit tired sebab involve in BRASSBAND!!
ok find, aku main symbals je pon,*mcm penutup periuk nasi tuh!*
tp berat laaaa weyh!! jgn nak ckp senang!
selagi korg x pegang n main
aku mule2 berebut nak ambik tu sebab senang.

secondly, dah penat tu, penat nak pikir benda lain lagi,

dont bother if i ignored u, i'm tired!!!
and losing a fren like me is nothing ok!

please dont bother!!

n u know what!

aku menyesal escape kelas music kat skolah dulu!!!!!

please do follow, coz i'm a bit in the path of happiness
when i'm following this.

oh yea, i bought VERSUS-HLOVATE
as a way finding hidayah
i read it before.

called me lame or what-so-ever

at least i'm trying
dont dare said anything
coz u're not in my shoes~!

dont bother if i dont talk to you, laughing etc
coz i'm not interested doing it with u.

PLEASE DONT COME OR TEXT ME SAYING U ARE SORRY,
then, i'm sorry too for not ready to give the forgiveness

and u know what?!
i hate being the one who redha of being insulted
now,
i want to take care of my heart first before others!
called me selfish
but, truly said
dah penat menjaga hati orang lain!
n dah penat menangis pendam je sakit hati
dont get me wrong
i still respect u, but
no one can hurt me anymore!!
except i let them!

AND RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKEE.

have fun on your weekend
b'coz mine has come to its end

p/s: to someone, please please please, dont bother or cry or what-so-ever
u have done it to us before, so Allah n the world it self, being fair n square AND
now its your turn, what goes around comes around babe. be strong, like u write in your status. face it, like we face it before. thank you for crying, cry make u stronger to realise ur fault. n i feel like my tears before worth it. i can be ur fren like i do in this two weeks. n please be a big girl, who can think what she has done before, u dont have to ask around, coz i think it made u look like a girl which never knew what she said n take what she do as a regret. i know we need guide to tell us what is wrong, but can u please think for once, if u are lost alone, no one is there to help u, n please find out by urself, why u are lost n far from others or maybe it just me.